Oodles of Thoughts.

Wednesday, 04 November 2009

  • It's been so long since I have written something.  Every time I think I am free, there is always something to do.  Earlier this week, I had 2 tests, one right after the other and it was really hard on me.   I tried my best on them though because I think I studied a lot.  I guess I'll have to see how I did.  I am more worried about my physics test than I am about Biochem.  Biochem is easy to understand, but not physics. I hate it!

Tuesday, 11 August 2009

  • Poor.

    Summer is ending soon.  I will be going back to UT Austin in less than 2 weeks, and my mom is not taking it well.  She told me, “You know what?  I’m not going to waste my time being sad even though you’re still here.  I’ll be sad on the day you actually leave!”  Good for you, mom.  I am finishing up summer school soon in a couple of days.  I am excited for this all to be over!  I’ve been writing so many essays and I’m tired of it.

    Just today while my mom was driving me home from school, she told me that she had met an old friend in the market and they were both catching up on news.  The old friend, Mary, told my mom about a boy at her son’s private Catholic school.  If a person can afford to send their kids to a Catholic school, they are pretty darn rich.  The boy’s family could not afford the private school, so they had to take out a bunch of funds to make ends meet for him to go to the school.  She says that at school, everyone treats him badly and calls him the “poor boy” who couldn’t afford anything.  They made fun of him and made sure each day he went to school was a miserable one.  Mary said that when the boy’s birthday was coming up, he had invited all his “friends” but none showed up except for her own son. 

    It hurts to hear this.  It hurts to know that even money corrupts the best of us.  I thought that being Christian meant being humble and holding your head down, even if you know you have a ton of money.  I’ve seen this pride a little too much, even at my brother’s private Catholic school.  My mom happily said “Hi” to a fellow parent there.  The parent looked at my mom and rudely looked away.  Sure, I thought it might have been coincidental, but when I saw it for myself, I was shocked.  My mom had told me how often something like that happens at a “rich” school.  Of course there are some good parents out there, but another good number of parents let their money cloud their hearts.  Why do they worship Christ?  Wasn’t Christ homeless?

    It’s hard to understand people these days…

    I’m feeling depressed now.  But this picture sure cheered me up.

     

Sunday, 02 August 2009

  • Is there more out there?

    Haha, this is quite a funny question because it was one that has dwelled on my mind before.  I like to think in my mind that there is something strange that exists out there.  There has got to be some mystery in life because that is just how some people carry on, knowing that something exists and trying to go and find it.  Speaking of which, there are some conspiracy theorists that are inspired by the fact that they think Elvis is still alive, Diana’s death was a murder, and that aliens exist.

    I am Catholic and I am taught by my mom that God only created humans in his image and nothing else, but also my mind is science oriented and I cannot help but to think of all the earth-like planets out there in the universe and how many of them actually house life.  Our earth – no more like our solar system – is but a grain of sand in the vast ocean that is the universe.  I do believe that God may have created other things.  We are just not informed of them because it is all a part of His plan.  So are there alien?  Yes, in my opinion, I think there are some out there.  Although I don’t believe every UFO-caught-on-tape I see, I do know that they must exist.  There may be some earth-like planets that have existed with aliens (or humans) for millions of years.  Thinking of the type of technology – even weapons – they may have baffles my mind: being able to travel one light year per hour (absolutely mind blowing), flying cars (actually that might be in our near future), an actual healthy way of curing cancer, world peace. 

    Sigh, one can only dream…

    In my mind, I’ve always thought about space travel and how much fun that would be, to be able to fly around and take pictures of stars.  I know it’s not that simple, but what if it was?  Our world is getting closer and closer to the future.  I am sure space travel – even tours – might be possible in the future with appropriate technology and of course a large wallet.  When I look at a picture with stars on it, my mind wanders into the endless possibilities that await out there.  I begin to wonder how far that star is from us and how it can burn so brightly as to reach us millions of light years away. 

    I sometimes reach my hand out and try to touch the stars, but that is as far as I can go, making empty grasps in the air.  Maybe when I go to Heaven one day, God will give me a tour Himself.  I cannot afford it this lifetime, I may be able to in the next.  I can’t wait.

Friday, 31 July 2009

  • Gattaca - Galleria

    I just finished watching yet another movie just now called Gattaca.  It is a science fiction movie about the future and how discrimination would be down to a science.  In the movie shows that in the future, natural births would be parents going to a clinic and choosing what their child would look like, which genes they would take on, and how high their IQ should be.  An unnatural birth would be not choosing at all and taking a gamble.  Sound familiar?  The doctor in the movie said, "But why take a gamble?  Don’t you want your children to be perfect?"  Sure, being perfect must be GREAT at times.  You’re out in the world making the best of grades, getting the best job.  But if everyone were perfect, the world would be so dull, boring, and no mistakes would be made.  Haven’t we forgotten that one of the greatest inventions was by chance?:  The lightbulb!

    After finishing the movie, I had a bittersweet feeling for it.  I am not sure accepting this futurist view is within my reach just yet.  Yes, I have heard of the notion ‘brand name babies’, the idea that parents get to choose what traits their children can possess when they are born, but the movie just made that fantasy more of a reality.  It’s quite a strange thought!

    The days in Texas have been a lot cooler than before.  All this week, it was either cloudy or rainy.  Thank the good Lord!  Finally some shade in blazing hot Texas.  Recently, Jet and I took a trip to the Galleria Mall in Dallas.  It was such a nice place and I enjoyed going there very much.  The mall itself was very vast.  I guess I am just really used to going to the Parks mall in Arlington.  The galleria was a nice change.

    It's such a large and nice space.  The roof itself is of glass and it makes the mall seem a little hot at times, but I still liked it a lot.

    Delicious!  I love real fruit smoothies!

    HMM, this looks good, but I know that if I take a bite, it would be stuck all over my teeth!

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  • CEC32
    I have a couple of other female photographers on my friends list you may already know. If you don't, you'd probably like to know them: http://www.xanga.com/ImprezaGirl http://www.xanga.com/Phuong_Phan
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  • xxsstrunksoo
    How's Vacation going!??! And how are classes treating you?
  • itsmrmoocowtou
    kimmmay!! how are you doing with school ?? oi life is so hectic blah XD
  • xxsstrunksoo
    HEEYYY!! Just dropping by to see how's college treating ya. Isn't it nice? No bullies! ahah
  • xxsstrunksoo
    Ey kimi! RYC: My guy/our 9th anniversary. Tell me how college treats you. When I first got to college, I found that it was WAYY better than high school. My own rules, my own time, my life. Plus, if I felt like being a loner that day, I can walk around with the ipod and just ignore everyone
  • itsmrmoocowtou
    :O kimmizzle! nice pics (: your room looks like my room, well just the window, hahaha
  • xxsstrunksoo
    Hey! Good luck with college. Drop by sometime when you have any spare time. -Katrina
  • hoangha_xx
    hey kimi I'm a mit_zi's friend nice to meet u.comment on my blog
  • phishi_iz_me
    man is this like a xanga resurgance or something? haha don't let it become a fanfiction =P
  • xxsstrunksoo
    Hi Kimi, how come I can't comment on your blogs? Anyways, I LIKE CLOUDS TOO! The sun makes me wilt.